| hmm havent written here in awhile. does anyone still read these?? anywayy life is gay. i dont sleep anymore i only sleep my day away..then im up all night. psh whateverr man. uhh i need a job i was fired like 2 weeks ago cuz i was seasonal now i really need a job so im applying tomarrow yeaaa =]. well idk what else to say byee <3 |
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| Whats up guys. Fridays officially suck. Polo woke me up at 1:30. i got ready and headed for the bus. I met Polo at Roosevelt and we took the train to my job. I picked up my check and we went to Bank of America to cash them. omg that fucking lady in there was like harrasing me. She was like why dont u have an account with us. im like because i dont geez and she was up my fucking ass i wanted to slap her lol. So yea Then we left got on the train and chilled at the mall for awhile. Left and went t Burger King then back to the mall. Then we saw Jess' brother and we followed him to meet his mom and she drove me to their house. Polo went home. So i sat in Jess' house and she wasnt home. i was there for 2 hours lol. Then Jess came home from work we chilled watched Degrassi and shitt. hadda leave by like 11:30 though so i was home so early bleh. No one was around so i had no other choice but to stay home. Ralph is sick =/. i havent seen him in 2 days i miss him. i know its only 2 days but i see the kid every day hes like my best friend/boyfriend. i gotta wake up at 7:30 tomarrow for work. ohhhhhh well gotta make that moneyy lol. byeee nuccasssssssssss <3 |
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| Hmm i dont really write in here much anymore thats because my computers gay. Well lifes stupid? lol. I worked today from 3-8:30. i love this Job its alotta fun =]. i get to play with toys all day and my managers and co workers r mad cool. so yea i havent really seen many ppl much cuz im either working or sleeping. i miss everyone though. i miss last year soo much =(. Idk ever since i dropped out and im working i dont feel like a kid anymore. i have "responsabilities" now. i hate it. i pay my own phone bill and have to do everything myself. i miss when i was just able to hang out..drink..do what i want...cut school. i miss the ppl i used to see everyday in school. I also miss some other ppl who i was really close with but they seemed to change. i feel like everything i ever loved to do i cant seem to enjoy anymore.im a piece of shit anyway..thats what my mom has been telling me since i was a little girl. Now you know y i cant fucking stand her. Everyones always like oh its just a phase ull get over it. But i dont think ud get over ur mom calling u a peice of shit since u were 5 years old. im gonna be 18 in April which means im most likely gonna get kicked out because my mom doesnt want me anymore. im too afraid to start college idk its just gonna be different i dont like changes. eh i hate life it sucks so much. i just wish it was last year and the years before all over again. Wow this must be the most emo thing ive ever wrote. lol byee <3 |
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| heyy whats up its been awhile. Yesterday was me and Ralphs one year anniversarry =] yayy i love him so fucking much. so not much been going on byee guys lol <33 |
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| Soo yea i went to KB toys on 34th st and filled out the application and got interveiwed . i got the job right away. im getting payed 50 cents less but im working full time so ill be making prob more then what i was making in my shitty ass job. I hated Restaruant Depot. i still didnt quit yet but thats cuz i was off and i will be doing that tomarrow. Well yea thats really about all i did today. we went to Burger King and came home what fun. Well yea ill ttyl <3 |
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